Friday, March 07, 2008
i think i am a failure in life.
no doubt, there are other ways to shine in life other than acedamic ways, yet neither do i shine in other espects.
i failed my duty as a human being.
failed my duty to achieve excellent acedamic results,
failed my duty to maintain friendships,
failed my duty to keep the ones i loved beside me,
failed my duty to cherish the one oppurtunity that cupid has given me.
i have failed so miserably that i have realise i have never succeded in life before.
all my goals, dreams and courage to aim high onli causes me to fall hard on my knees.
i never did attain any great accomplishments in my studies,
nor made a great impact on anyone,
nor changed anyone's world.
my desire to help others and change myself so that i can fit into this world is gradually fading away.
the successes i had this lifetime cant sustain me at all.
for i never tasted wat succes is like.
rampage and terror;
2:07 AM
