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Friday, June 30, 2006

A touching story...
is a 13 year old girl who had
problem..she had difficulties having a bf cause she wasnt pretty enough and moreover,she is sick..she was the only child dat her parents hav.. she started moving frm yishun to punggol then to tampines..as she move house,she changed skool too..moved to this strange skool name one tree high..she was scared as ppl over dere might make fun of her but she was use to it so she juz have to bear with it..the next day arrive and she went to skool she was late and so she was rushing..den she bump to this guy..*BUMP* her books and his books fell and they started apologising to each other,he insists to sayin sorry to her...he was a popular guy in skool,the most handsome and talented soccer player,his name was mike went to class coincedently..they both were in the same class,so dey chatted along the way to class,dey both were scolded as they were very late..after everything was settle..the teacher introduce..the new student.. "class,this is julia our new classmate...let's give her the warmest welcome!"......every1 started to whisper to each oder as she was some1 wif heart problems...but mike didnt... AFTER 2 MONTHS mike n julia become closer..eventually,they became bf/gf...den every1 started making fun of mike,especially his team mates at football and even his best frens...asking him why did he become julia's bf,as julia is sick and said that it was really stupid of him...but mike juz said, "i just love her..she mean alot to me...when feelings comes,nth else matters..."julia meanwhile was looking frm far,she look sad..mike den saw julia running out frm the main gate,he started chasing after her..after a few min of chasing..he caught up with her.. she was crying and so he asked why..she said dat she did not want to become a burden to him and dont want to spoil his reputation and bein made fun of by his peeps..be4 she could finished her sentence..he stop her and kiss her cheek sayin i love u and HE MEANT IT.. eventually,she stopped crying..and mike said"we will neer be separated...nth can come between us!" 5 months time--------------------------------------------> julia found that she was feeling terrible by her heart problem..mike sent her for check up often,so dat she can get well ASAP and they can get on their date smoothly,but never will he noe that her illness is gettin more and more serious as days went on...one day,mike received a call frm julia's mother............. "julia is in a bad condition now,it may be fatal..come here quickly..." so mike took a cab and went to the hospital...the doctor told mike dat julia had only a 30% chance of surviving...he was devastated..he den ask the doctor if he could do anything to help her? and so de doctor replied to him..........and they went on havin a operation... 6 hours later------------------------- "julia,julia..are u feeling ok?"said her mom... julia started opening her eyes.. "yeah im alright,feeling much better already...mom,where's mike?is he here in the hospital?i miss him so much!" "u must be prepared to hear this.........he donated his heart to u juz to save u,and it caused his life...he had passed away..." julia was shocked..she cried non-stop,feeling bad and guilty every day... mike truly love her,and jus wanted to save her,but it had cause him to leave the world so soon... Now and forever... his heart will be hers'and they can never be separate...



looking forward to a wonderful dae to happen.
all the best to any lovers and ppl who wanna jio others out there.heh.

rampage and terror;
9:54 PM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

hello. starting to panic now. exams are drawing nearer and i feel as though i haven mugged for anything. haiz. at home starting to haf sudden volcanic erruption. end up havin me in between. sucks k. dun like it. cant wait for exams to be over. so that i can haf my retail therapy. and i realli hope to have my bdae bbq. for once i wanna be wild and fun on my bdae. sweet 17.

rampage and terror;
11:44 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006

sadded~

veri sad dae todae. my heart veri tong. xin tong. wanna cry more. cry and cry and cry and cry and cry all the way!argh.
i wont wanna do it again.. no more! i feel so terrible and sad after doing it..sobs
now is 3 plus le.. but cant sleep.. too sad to sleep.

rampage and terror;
3:16 AM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

haiz. wat a sad world.
was feeling lousy last night. but couldnt find anybody to chat with me! can u believe it!!! argh.
finally called monster after much deliberation. well things haf changed. i feel sad. const did reply..after a long time. by tt time i die from saddness le.jo was watching football. end up stuffing myself late at night. walked to the kiosk to buy snacks.lots of them.
wats this!? why cant i find even one person?!
saw a rainbow todae. was realli beautiful. i hope to see a rainbow on my birthdae too. and also hope to see the stars in the night. and since ppl sae cannot see my words properly so made it BIGGER this time.heh.



rampage and terror;
1:15 AM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

wah. had a tiring dae yesterdae. went ice skating! yay!
hmm we went there pretty late. the guys were late. lol. me cs con jingyi lo and alvin went there first. played some lame game along the way. lol.had fun ice skating. fell down a lot of times loh. now whole body aching. lol. and stupid sam pushed me down and i fell on top of someone.lol.

10june2006


rampage and terror;
6:16 PM


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