Wednesday, January 31, 2007
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Unbelievable sightsIndescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be
A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you
A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me
i wanna ride the clouds with you.
and catch the stars together.
rampage and terror;
12:20 AM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
i hope it will be worth the try.
i dun expect anything. i jus want you to know how i felt.
i jus hope my risk was worth it.
rampage and terror;
10:32 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
am i really becoming so sensitive?
am i really becoming so bugging and irritating?
am i really becoming tha annoying?
am i really becoming that insiginificant?
i want to matter to you, so that you will show me the same concern as before,
fuss over me and make me feel that even if the whole world hates me there will always be you there.and even if the whole sky is to collaspe on me, with your two bare hands you will hold them up for me.
i fuss over little matters cos they still do matter to me.
because of one very simple reason; feelings. but you wont understand.
cos it doesnt mean anything.. to you.
wat if one day, i am to leave?
i dun want to leave in regret that i didnt cherish anything i once had.
rampage and terror;
10:43 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
rampage and terror;
10:03 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
things have changed within a blink of the eye.
i wish u were still the same.
showering me with care and concern.
wat i needed the most now.
know that i could hang onto someone.
but i knew i was bugging instead.
so i just have to step back.
if only my life was just like those in the story books.
where i can find love. just when i needed it.
rampage and terror;
9:51 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
i dunno wats wrong with me.
i really wanna try standing on my two feet.
yet at the same time, i want someone to support me. to lead me through this toughest moment in my life.
cant grant me such a simple need ma?
tomorrow got test but none can get into my head.
my heart is breaking.
but apparently no one cares.
rampage and terror;
11:44 PM
bad day in sch. cos something came over me.
tried looking for ppl to hear my stupid saddness.
but i dunno. feeling weird?
nvm.
i miss you pretty much.
i thought i have gotten over the fact that i may lose u for a long time or even forever.
i though things will start afresh for me and for everyone of us.
but today, it dawn upon me that i have never gotten you out of my life.
not even a single step.
all those times we have spent together will always be etach in my heart.
i feel like crying my heart out, but i fear the moment i cry, i can never stop.
i wanna let you know that i will never give up on you and i will always love you.
this will be the one and only relationship in my life that will not be dashed for eternity.
rampage and terror;
8:24 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
i dunno wat to blog..
cos i dun wanna blog abt anything to the world.
rampage and terror;
10:45 PM
Friday, January 12, 2007
ooo. sick is disgusting. but is good cos my mum will take care of me. yay. so i dun mind. lols. but when i cough my head hurts. i also dunno why. zzz. didnt see doc. ad kenna caught in the rain for two consecutive days already. cheers man.
jc2 life is completely different from last year. everydae need do work, dun do means the next day will be super full. i want do all my tutorials!! i want to study hard!
rampage and terror;
10:30 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
emo day in sch. thats why today sucked totally. hardly spoke a word. tsk.
went down to HW to collate the sign up forms. omg. sr onli has 14 applicants. diao.
is damn pathetic.
i was sad.
went back to sch to crash the fusion night. hais. waste my time. no use. cant get me lifted up.
miss my own thebes gamma. then took a lonely ride home. no voice. after i ate the shilin chick.
man are such funny creatures. we have desires and wants. we want to do things the way we want.
the way we thought was right.
yet i cannot comprehend why we ended up feeling all sore and hurt inside.
if we are doing wat we wanted, shouldnt we be happy? shouldnt we be glad?
then why are we feeling the opposite?
such depth.... unexplainable. and at the same time, undeniable.
rampage and terror;
10:02 PM
time check: now is 1.11 am in the morning. cant sleep
heartbreaking days.
sometimes i ask myself if is this wat i want?
but somehow within me, i feel a pain in somewhere.
somewhere that connects my mind and soul together.
i am trying so hard to convince myself.
wonder if it is working.
rampage and terror;
1:15 AM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
i am stressed. with sch, chingay. zz. raymond is my past life enemy ba.
so tired. was practically falling asleep during lessons. but somehow i can absorb more stuffs than last year. thats great. ppl pls join chingay!!
It's the same old story that everybody knows...one heart holding on, the other letting go
at the start is the guy that holds on and the girl who doesnt.
but at the end is the guy that lets go and the girl who doesnt.
wat a contradictory isn't it.
rampage and terror;
10:32 PM
is not that i dun want love.
but to me, love is like a rose, beautiful but can hurt you at the same time.
we cant deny that we cannot live without love.
but neither can we admit that we can live with a dead heart for life.
You didn't just break my heart,
you killed a part of it.
A broken heart can be mended,
but something dead can't be healed
rampage and terror;
12:54 AM
well, someone asked me to update so here i am.
hellos ANGEL
i am done for the day.
~stressed
Everyday I grow weaker
knowing if I could have
just said things differently,
you would still be here today.
rampage and terror;
12:30 AM
