Monday, January 18, 1999
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said..no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever..and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... Your not pretty, your beautiful, i dont want to be with you forever, i NEED to be with you forever, and i wouldnt cry if you walked away...i'd die...
i thought i had forgotten tt person.i was wrong.i couldnt get the person out of my mind.my heart.i realli miss the person a lot.but the person will never know the pain and misery i am going through.cos the person is not the one who is hurt.the person is not the one who is pinning for someone.the person is not the one who is lonely.i realli like to ask u.haf u ever spare a thot for me?why must u do this to me?i have never hurt u.wat did i do to deserve this torture?there is so mani things and feelings tt i am experiencing tt u never know.i know u are sorrie.but i am sorrie too.it did not help in anyway.why?why did u lie to me?u said u will never let me go.we will be together forever.tt you love me forever.why?why sae all these when u carn even fufill it.why lie to me?why break my heart?i have never even seen ur face.ur smile.d u know how bad i am feeling?but u will neve know.never know.
rampage and terror;
1:00 AM
