Thursday, January 31, 2008
someone asked me wat was wrong with me, yet at that instant i couldnt pinpoint anything. so i jus replied' LIFE'.
cause i cant comprehend it. i cant get a fcuking clue wat the cycle is all abt. karma? fate? beats me.
then i saw smthg that i wished i didnt see at all. someone else nice.shrugs. stop lying to me ass. i can see everything even if you dun admit anything.
i hate the way you have been treating me. sometimes showering me with so much concern that it totally blows my mind. and sometimes jus treating me as though i am invisible. i cant stand it anymore. this fcuking treatment is tormenting me.
you know very well wat i have been thinking, yet you bloody well treated me like a fool. damnination. no matter wat, i stick by to my very first decision because with you, even if my world collaspe and you can hold it with your two hands, you can only hold it for a day or two. then you will move away. away to another sky.
i had enough. i am through with all this bullshit.
i had enough with people treating me like a fool, as though i dunno wat the hell is going on but i jolly well do.
i just want back my quack now.
rampage and terror;
1:35 AM
