Sunday, February 11, 2007
whee. now is 11 and i haven finish all my hmwk!!! argh. sch is killing me.
jus went for tution today.. errr... kinda fast class.
and yay!! they are here. finally!!
miss them loads. and woah.. my uncle is hot. lols. great body great tan and great looks. lols.
nah.. jus haven seen them in a decade.
had plenty of laughs with them around. looking forwards to this coming fri and sat. yay!!
got chalet.and night safari!!!
next fri and sat too.. cos it is gonna be chingay!!!
early leave from sch!!! and i get to party cos i am in sector one!!!
omg packed week. hope this fri will come quickly.
and smthg else happened again. history repeated, but jus with different person.
i dunno.. jus so sick and tired from all these complicated stuffs.
and i think i wil let go of it. cos since we are not meant to be, why drag it on.
why hold on when we know that it will not bring us happiness and will not give us wat we want.
give me time, i will let go.
then things will go back to how it used to be.
to 10/10:
w used to have many happy times together but i dnno how things turned out this way.
i guess i missed out the chance i had. i jus wanna come clean with everything before i began embarking on a new journey.
everything was abt u. my blog my nic. everything.
but i suppose u didnt know. when u tried to guess stuffs, like who i was in love with, you got it all right. i jus didnt give a definitie ans.
i dunnos, i feel safe with u around. i could smile too. and laugh abt a thousand things.
it became a habit for me to wait for ur daily dosage of sms.
and when u dun msg, i will feel weird and msg u. which was rare cos each day, without fail, u will sms me.
well, that was in the past. now we hardly sit down and talk. we sometimes also pretend we didnt see each other.
it hurts when because of love, we lost our friendship. we lost the comuunication we had between us. and it hurts even more when...
perhaps u have already moved on. perphas forever to you didnt realli meant forever. like wat u said in ur letter. forever, till the end of time.
perhaps i was right abt forever.
perhaps perhaps perhaps, thats all i can say...
rampage and terror;
11:11 PM
