Sunday, February 04, 2007
my legs are aching. i got blisters on both feet. i onli had 3 hours of sleep last night.
i onli had one and a half meal today. dun ever mention fund raising in front of me or i will gladly give you a punching present.
despite all, i was waiting for you to talk to me.
encourage me not to be dishearten and to cheer up.
but i got none. i was pretty sure the old you used to encourage me a lot.
cheer me up when i am down despite you being down urself.
you never knew how it warms my heart when u showed me concern.
the very first time, an immediate failure.
guess i will let go pretty soon, since things are not wat i wanted.
cheers to my feet and all toilet bowls.
i rather not confess any and have the same old you back than to sae my trueself and get coldness in return
money can drop from the sky, but love have to be dug deep into the earth in order to find it.
rampage and terror;
9:05 PM