Friday, December 15, 2006
so tired. todae was supposed to go to smrt headquarters for some programm. guess wat time i woke up? 8.15. and i was suppose to meet qy they all at 8.30. how great.
practically slept through the whole of the lecture. ah pek was like sleeping very openly with his mouth wide open-.-
had a small quiz at the end of the lecture. dang. got 19/25. so i am a qualified volunteer to help out when there is an emergency?
next fri, 22nd dec is some practical session. dangs. and i haf chingay leaders training. argh.
ok is i ownself kill myself one. wanted to tire myself out durng hols. first time hearing such stuffs huh. and i so badly wanna study. somehow jus... argh. i am so angry with myself for procastinating.
now i got ogl, chingay, fund raising. dang dang dang. sc realli sucks. pardon me. zzz. erebus rocks though.
these few days been thinking a lot. too much for my puny brain in fact.
hais.i got so many questions yet no proper ans at all.
my head is going to explode with all these stuffs.argh.
i dunno wats the right decision and whether my decisions are worth it.
i cant explain certain stuffs, certain views, certain feelings.
i cant predict wats gonna happen. i dun even wanna know wat will happen.
hols are ending yet i haven achieve much.
dang dag dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang.
rampage and terror;
11:43 AM
