Sunday, December 17, 2006
saw someone wrote for u. "hope u and her get married"
then i wondered. wat abt me? haf i totally become extinct in ur world? in ur memories?
cant a 8 year friendship withstand anything?
dun you remembered when u landed in the hospital who was there for u?
keeping slient and not confessing anything doesnt speak for itself.
since the start of this year, u drifted away from me. 2006 hasnt been a great year for me. like wat ys said, it was one wave after another. too many things fo me to grasp.emotional concerns. yet i couldnt see u beside me at all. wat happened to all ur promises? 2007 is approaching and is also gonna be an even tougher year for me. are you not going to be there for me at all? must you wait till the day something really happen to me before you willing to see me? i realli miss all those times we had together, like talking in the streets till 3am. if i have to die to see you, then tell me. it was the greatest regret i had in life. i dunno why i didnt face reality. i jus didnt. i cant ask for more. but just ask u not to ignore me anymore. pls... is not that i dun want to find u. is just that i cant seem to find you at all. things have changed so drastically. i can only blame myself.
speacial nites to angel. take care ya? drink more water.
i dun want lose another close one.=)
and HAPPY BIRTHDAE QINGYU!
bless you and adrian.
envy both of u ya?=)
rampage and terror;
1:37 AM
