Friday, December 29, 2006
ROARS~ outing wth recess babes tomorrow. yayness.
oh wells, my net is kinda sucky now and is driving me nuts. sch is reopening in less than 5 days. yay. get to see my class and the new intake of jc1 peeps. esp that kim walkerman. ha! yesterday was studying at bishan with cs and qy. ended up we gossiped away for quite a while. abt all the flirts, chiobus, irritating ppl and stuffs.but hey, i got complete quite an amount of work. yay.
went for hair cut todae. tsk. think i look like a small ger instead of a ku niang. my mum love it though=/
then went imm to see the photos. hais. my heart broke again. i hate it cos my dad keep taking the opposite font. i know i am last on the list. hais. been trying to control this feel of my for not being the perfect child. but neither do i haf the ability to be one. barely near.
my life is in a mess.
another thought: geetting married. oooo i so hope to get married in the future. then makes me think of the guy that i want. aiya be realistic and admit that there is no perfect guy. i know i know. i will keep my prince charming in my heart*kisses.=)
but lets be realistic, we may want and seek for love. however we also have to ask if is this guy worth loving or do we have a happy ending together.
because sometimes we find that even if we do fall in love with someone, we cannot accept the man is because we know we have no ending at all. sometimes we seek his love (jus so naturally), but sometimes we try to draw the distance so that we will protect ourselves and not get hurt. is such a dilema.
anyway, was waiting for some smses to come in. but none came. oh wells. i dunno. been blowing hot and cold. i also dunno wat to do or respond.
i guess i jus have to make a mental note to myself to jus mind my business and stop irritating the others. tsk. buzzz off i go~
rampage and terror;
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