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Monday, November 13, 2006

life can be simple.
yet complicated at the same time.
why so?
there is black and white..
dark and light.
yin and yang.
together and separate.
heaven and earth.

things always have the opposite of them.
and matters always end up the opposite of how you want them to be.
she cant take control of it anymore.
she is out of her mind and soul.
she has stopped thinking for a long time already.
you can sae she is escaping from reality.
you can sae she is refusing to solve the problem and is running away from it.
you can sae she is a pessimistic of life.
you can even sae
her soul is dead.
watever it is, she has ended that chapter of her life.
and a different her has become alive.
she has seen how tough someone loved another one.
she has seen the amount of tears that someone has shed.
she has seen how much pain that someone has gone through.
she has come to realise, no matter how much you loved that someone,
he/she is always the one to let you down.
alone she stood at the field, facing her enemies alone.
she does not outnumber them,
nor has their capabilites,
nor has their weapons.
but none of her enemies has her willpower.
the willpower to fight every single of her enemy.
they have the willpower of one, she has the willpower of many.
may heaven above enlighten her and give her the strength to live each passing day.
live on my dear! i promise to hang on there with you.
cos no matter how tough things are going to get, i will always be there for you.
kudos to you for braving all the storms and fires. and kudos to my love for you.<3

rampage and terror;
9:26 PM


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