Saturday, October 07, 2006
omg.
the haze is damn thick.
make me kenna swollen eyes.-.-
so pain and tired leh my eyes.
out of a sudden so free.
i didnt know wat to spent my time on.
busy thinking.
i also dunno think of wat.
anyway was watching full house.
seeing the pair of lovers so painful in the drama.
they loved each other yet
they had to be apart.
is a painful process to forget someone u love.
esp if u loved that person deeply.
and even more heartbroking to let him/her go,
to pretend u had never ever known them in this lifetime.
i dunno if i do annot.
but i know within is tearing apart.
delicated to guess-who if u see this:
all the best ya?
we all know from the start it is not going to be an easy task.
and we also know very well we are reluctant to do so
but in order to ease the pain and misery we are going through
we have no choice.
jia you no matter how hard the process will be.
like the baby in rob-b-hood,
i thot he was dying
and i suddenly felt wat a pity it was
for him to die so young and dun haf the chance to experience life.
the sweetness
bitterness
sourness
and spicyness.
and yet we had the chance to live on.
there are mani wonderful things in this world worth living for.
maybe we jus haven found it?
persevere on dude.
thats wat cedar taught me.
no matter how tough the odds are,
no matter how daunted it is,
no matter how mani times u haf failed,
no matter how mani times u haf tried,
as long as we haven succeed,
keep on trying.
dun let ur failure get u down.
dun let ur discouragement keep u from trying again.
when u feel like giving up,
tell urself not to.
and i will try my best as well.
life is worth living,
and i am sure we all wanna live a meaningful one.
so do i.
jia you.
to anybody who is facing difficulties ot there,
jia you too!
rampage and terror;
6:11 PM
