Sunday, October 15, 2006
wat if i onli left one dae to live?
i wonder wat god was thinking,
when he arranged things to happen this way.
ps no offence to anyone's religion. jus referring in general ya?
i think i will be damn shocked and sad.
one dae to live. so short.
there is still so mani things that i want to do in this world.
and i know i may start feeling full of remose. that i didnt cherish my past.
but honestly in the present when we dunno that we haf onli one dae left to live,
would we even reflect on our past? we wont even know we are dying and we continue to take things for granted.
they sae that when things are perfect, heaven gets jealous.
realli ma? isnt heaven somewhere where u can get watever u want?
if so, why is there a need to get jealous?
why is there a need to take away things that we want and love?
if i only left one dae to live,
i would wanna tell monster that i haf always loved him.the dae that he nearly died i know that i needed him.
i would wanna tell my friends that i loved them too and i would bless them from above.
i would thank god for giving me such a warm caring family.
i would wanna take a plane and touch the clouds.
i would wanna see a rainbow.
i would wanna eat candy floss. as much as i can.
i would wanna go down to disneyland. to see mic and minnie. and all my other fav cartoon characters.
i would wanna fly down to australia to see my grandaunt.
i would wanna ride a horse on a big green field.
i would wanna see the stars at night with monster.
i would wanna see the sunrise and sunset in his arms.
i would wanna walk down the beach barefooted.
i would wanna fly a kite.
i would wanna build the biggest ( not the longest) sandcastle in the world.
i would wanna take a cable car.
i would wanna take a parachute.
i would wanna ice skate in a big rink where snow flakes would fall gently over my head.
i would wanna walk down a stage where everyone would look at me.
i would wanna play with barbie. lols.
i would wanna go wake boarding.
i would wanna play fetch with a dog.
i would wanna swim with the dolphins.
i would wanna go down to the zoo.
i would wanna make jisaw puzzles.
i would wanna take the mattress and slide down the stairs.
i would wanna...
and the list goes on.
there is so much to do yet so little time.
i can realli fulfil all my wants ma?
i know i may sound like someone with a deprived childhood.
but thats where the innocence begins.
thats where the purest of character, laughter and happiness can be found.
no lies.
no fakeness.
no selfishness.
nthg.
jus the purest of the human nature.
where u can jus trust everyone...
where i can trust u...
rampage and terror;
10:22 PM
