Thursday, October 19, 2006
i hereby declare christabel as in idiot! a freaking stupid idiot!
to believe everything she thought was true.
to believe everything was so perfect.
to believe she made the right decision.
to believe she met the right person.
to believe she was never wrong.
it seems not to be this way.
everything was way out of line.
everything was not as perfect as she thought it was.
she wasnt innocent. she wasnt navie. she was plain stupid. no other excuses.
her life sucks!!
argh. i realli want to scold the hell out of christabel now.
I REALLI WANT TO BOMB HER BRAINS OUT OF HER MIND NOW!!
I REALLI WANT TO KICK HER ASS NOW AND ASK HER TO WAKE UP!!
STOP LIVING IN A FANTASY AND START LIVING IN REALITY.
BLOODY FOOL! WHEN WILL YOU EVER LEARN YOUR LESSON!?
WILL U FCUKING WAKE UP FROM UR DREAMS!!?
ARGH!
the pain.
the heartache.
the misery.
the in-describle feeling inside her.
the truth hurts. realli hurts. hurts her to the core.
she feels herself breaking into a milion zillion pieces.
she should have sought the advices of her friends at the beginning.
she should not have followed her heart.
she should have followed her brains.
she should have followed reality.
but wat a pity,
for she already landed herself in such a pathetic state.
it is too late for remedy.
only in time for her to pick herself up.
she realli want to cry her eyes out now.
she realli want a car to run her down now.
she realli want to meet angel, a real angel to bring her up to heaven.
red stands for anger.
but here, red stands for the blood seeping out of her heart..
rampage and terror;
10:13 PM
