Friday, October 20, 2006
right.
here i am back again.
i am realli sorrie for the previous post. i know it is so.. emo depressed and stuffs.
=)
but i realli need an output at that moment.
everything was shattered at that every moment.
every image, thots, dreams, my faith in you.
i realli want to have you out of my life.
but at the same time i cant bear? wats this man.zzz=/
i am feeling pretty stress over pw. zzz
getting rather short tempered nowadays.
but heng i have no sudden outburst in sch. at least for now.
i need to be occupied during the nov and dec hols besides the usual " studying".
i need some stuffs to occupy my puny brain.
heng the hols is coming soon.
i can go out occassionally to unwind my freaking moodswings as defined by some.
i realli need a good break from my life.
i want to feel as carefree as ever.
with only problems regarding sch work. and no others.
life and death,
together and apart,
is all part and parcel of life.
i want to sae to my dearest friend teo tze yin:
ya i believe ur grandmother is at somewhere else feeling no pain.
i am sorrie abt the loss of her ya? but nonetheless i hope u can still smile that lovely smile of yours.
to brighten the world. =)
i sincerely wish all the best for ur family. ur dad, mom, sis and last but not least YOU.
although we are not friends who haven known each other for years and years,
my times in cedar has been wonderful because of you and the rest of the family.
so at the same time, if any of you sees this, i jus want to sae of u haf any obstacles in front of you,
hang on in there ya?
we may all get a little discourage at the beginning. so do i. but i believe one dae we will regain our faith.
lets jus pray hard that dae will come soon.
smthg to look forward to.
having a class BBQ at shawn house this coming fri.
finally! an activity to cheer me up?
hope we will have lots of fun. and take mani pictures.
a lonely figure walking down the shore.
kicking the waves
screaming into the sky
to tell god of her misery
and ask him to take them all away.
to mend all the broken pieces.
and pick her up from her fall.
piggy back her when she is tired.
to give her faith once again.
in life.
in people.
<3>
rampage and terror;
10:47 PM
