Wednesday, September 20, 2006
now is like 11.30am. and i am still at home?0.O
didnt go sch.. no mood sick.. aand all the other excuses...
hais. i now standing alone in this battlefield. lg can no longer support me.
he also gave up on me already i guess?
suddenly my life is so... cold... unfeeling.
i find no significant meaning?
i guess is i zhi zhou zhi shou...
since i digged the pit myself i will fall into it sooner or later.
and i did.
but no one can really understand wat i feeling inside.
is more than wanting someting and not being able to have it.
is more painful than tt.
is more excurating...
but i can onli blame myself...
is i overlooked that flaw btwn us..
despite all the times we had, when u suddenly brought up the topic, i jus snapped.
i lost control.
and once again i found my heart in pieces on the floor.
second time le..
i realli am stupid. i let history repeat itself.
rampage and terror;
11:30 AM
