Friday, September 29, 2006
hellos.
i am back. yes once again.
jus cant keep my hands off.
heh.
chrismond keep telling me out of the league and stuffs.
lols.
honestly i dunno.
i dun think highly of myself either.
love is blind afterall.
sometimes the person we seek will be the one that hurts u the most.
you claimed that u hate tt person forever.
yet deep within u keep asking urself why u deserve it
why did the person treat u this way.
all the moments we spent together meant nthg to u?
all the words u said to me u didnt mean it at all?
and when i start to get the hang of things u may come back all of a sudden to sae u want me back.
i cant read ur mind. i cant understand ur actions.
i was stupid for a while.
my heart's bruised.
was i even loved by u?
some randomness.
yayness.
i miss my recess gang. and my dicky family. miss u all lots.
and i also missed someone whom i hadnt talked in ages.
guess he is now busy with his gf tt he hasnt had time for me.
9 years of friendship and is jus good bye like tt ma?
without a word and u left me alone.
alone in this brutal world.
rampage and terror;
9:11 PM