Saturday, July 08, 2006
i am going nuts liao..
sch ended at 12.30 todae. skipped a ne seminar. wanted to go kovan to eat. but pizza hut and everi where was bloody full. headed down to ps instead. had carl's jr. omg their burger is so HUGE lars.. but was super ex. 10 .70 for a combo.. wth. totally cleaned out my wallet. sat at there and chatted with the rest. super funnie. then headed home. sleeps.
pardon the language. i am totally in a wrong mood todae. i haf no idea wat the fcuking wrong is it with me todae. everithing has gone wrong. friends haf become enemies liao. wth. i hate such things to happen. and pian pian such things happen to me. i try to cherish everione around me. cos i dun wanna make the same mistake of not cherishing somene and losing them. i lost someone most dear to me. i lost and nearly lost a hell lot of ppl last year. and it hurts a freaking hell lot. i trying to prevent the same thing from happening and here i am stuck in the same situation. everione takes me for a fool. show me attitude. is hard to make decisions. cos i care too much. i care too much for wat they are feeling, i care too much abt wat will happen in the future, i care too much if i am hurting them too much.wth. is it wrong to care? am i guilty of caring? then fcuking charge me guilty of caring! send me to death can annot? wtf. if i can i rather drop all that i can. and live a carefree life ever after. living an aloof life? and u call tt happie ma?argh, jus let me vent all my anger in here k.i will feel so damn better!
rampage and terror;
12:06 AM
