Sunday, March 19, 2006
jus came back from sch.. cant buy uni todae cos they out of stock le.. zz..
nthg interesting todae la.. but it was great to see all 1S09 peeps again... desiree, eugene, guangyu, tim,kevin, daniel a.k.a legend, jun wen plus qingyu! they never fail to make my dae. always bring me laughter... take away my pain.
i am glad i know them. life been great cos of them and mani more of my friends. but i regret certain things in life. i dunno if some stuffs i made the correct decision. if i will realli bear the consequences or am i able to do tt in the first place. life will never turn out the way we want it to be. is it realli true? cant i prove tt belief wrong? cant i make my life the way i want it to be? dreams and inspirations are wat that drives one forward. am i too ambitious? i haf no idea. i am lost at the moment. mani things seemed to be a illusion to me. it looked so true. yet it never was from the beinning. i haf been deciving myself. i haf been trying to accept the way things are. the way things haf changed. the way things will gonna be in the future. things change. ppl change. the whole world is changing. i realise things will never be the same. i thot __ will always remain the same. cos time has proven ___ that love can be everlasting.
i was wrong. a miscalculation. i cant carry on anymore. i am gonna break down. things can be simple. onli human makes it complicated. WRONG. some things are actually complicated. i been trying to make it simple. but i haf been failing. i haf no more strength to carry on. cos all my efforts been wasted. been useless. i haf no more confidence. no more hope.
sa-rang-hae-yo,i no longer knows wat it means.
sa-rang-hae-yo,i no longer knows wats in for me
sa-rag-hae-yo,i no longer trusts wat it is
tts all for todae...
rampage and terror;
11:49 PM
