Wednesday, March 22, 2006
todae had disc workshop together with cg. know a few jokers. desmond and vendra.lol.
i seriuosly dunno wat else to blog. haiz. been passing each dae with ignorance. hard but trying. all i can sae one dae i may seriously break down. onli qy will understand. zzz.. when i see others i can onli envy. when will it be my turn? truly my turn.
as ignorant as i am, i know how i feel. some one pls come and take away my pain.
i may be understanding i may be neutral. but cant u see my heart aches like a whacking cane.
i miss all the times we spent together. all the smiles i gave u. nevertheless u remain cold.i am breaking down bit by bit everidae. till there is no more christabel heng.if onli u know wat i am going through. and try to understand wat i realli feel. do smthg abt it and not nothing. or else.. i will jus haf to let go...
rampage and terror;
11:39 PM