Friday, March 24, 2006
hmm... smthg happened todae. i got no one to turn to to pour out my sorrow so.... so here i am.
hmm i dun realli undeerstand wat the prob was or the situation is... maybe it was because of my sian face that tires ppl out and make them feel sian when they are with me... if tt is the prob then is realli dumb of me...zzz.. maybe is because i haf no more attraction force le.. and others are sick and tired of me.. dunno. but watever the reason is, the matter is over le. so wat can i do? when u lost smthg u can never get it back. so i suppose i jus haf to settle for this. haven got any other choice do i? feeling down. feeling sad. but things will get better eventually i hope. jus gotta learn to let go. time is the factor.thot my life was complete le. a great bunch of fun loving and supportive friends and someone who i thot will care for me. =) that period of time was realli great... well i suppose even the longest banquet will end one dae. onli when. hee.
life is a ride isnt it? been like shares like tt. rising and plunging. gee. rather drastic changes.
i am classified as a I.S personality. it states there tt christabel values close personal relationships and she oftens put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of her own needs. she will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in her lifestyle.relationships play a key role in christabel's life. she tends to be a veri trusting indiviual . christabel enjoys encouraging those around her and ppl see her as a person who frequently inspires others.she is usually seen by those around her as a good friend and listener. greatest fear? loss of relationship. lol. christabel may haf difficulties being honest abt things if there is a fear tt there will be devastating effects to a relationship and relatinships are important to her.lol. a bit accurate lars..
i love making friends. esp those fun loving de like 1S09 , 1S06 and thebes gamma! and i hate to make my friends sad or angry.
see i am a great friend? ya. i suppose so.. lol. so thick skinned... ya i like encouraging ppl.. i encourage my friends so much tt they scored better than me for O's..zz..
maybe i gave too much le.. to others.. i dunno.. where is everione?
well i suppose i haf to face this on my own. and some support willingly contributed by limjian.=)thanks. hero to the rescue...
hope a brighter dae will soon arrive..=)
brings back a lot of memories...
red, white, yellow, red
rampage and terror;
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