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Sunday, December 12, 2004

Din wana tink of another stupid title so.juz put the harlow dere.
Last week: camp and did a bit.reli.it's a bit.sat nite was family nite.
Sat nite:
was coughin n coughin.gongz n guides ame back frm hong kong.din go.dinner at nite.wif papa mumi sister.wanted to call her sissy.juz wanted to.bathe early n changed.went suntec.eh no cars goin into the carpark leh!we din realise.papa did."eh y no cars ah?correct nt?"huh.den was feelin weird.y?bud saw a car behind us.so was relieved.wached too much horror movies.especially the vampires de.dey were in the carpark in the movie n dere were lik no1 else dere xcept the victims,2gether wif the blood suckers.wa siao.papa drove reli reli slow...can slp.lookin for a space.k drove n drove..lik tortoise.duno how mani cars pass us la!wa!ok papa drive faster.i din say la.e words were juz in my mine.got to thz area n wad shit manz.so many parkin spaces.siao.papa laugh.mad man.walked n walked to the millenia.wa lost.haha.reached 'the blue elephant' at 8 plus.super hungry!stupid elephant.one whole stretch of restaurants n it's at e far end.i tink.mad again.food came!bud i cant eat tom yam!ya ya!nt even chilli!omg!!shity.so had the thai herbal chicken soup.tt was steamboat btw.oh b4 enterin blue elephant!saw the cute baby inside frm outside.waved n waved.wa cute cute cute.smiled at us.the father saw n saw him tok to the mama.so muz b tel the wife bout us la.wad to do?the baby so cute.went inside n..haiz.couldnt c the baby no more.ate.disgusted.no chilli.the females(me sissy mumi) went toilet.stayed dere quite long.tt part was funi.long stori.oh cut short.den went tower records.....where i heard my beautiful linkin park 2gether wif jay-z collision course cd!wa rawkz!bud onli 6 songs.love love love it.din buy coz i am thrifty.hah.good girl.veri guai.den hme.played mario.oh no.lik so childish.wadeva la.
SUNDAY!!
australia aunty n cousin reached spore.i hate dem.especially the cousin.nt the aunty la.i guess.shld hate.i dislike dem.i dun lik dem.idiot cousin.elizabeth.the name dn suit her at all.she shld b call croguhi.a disgustin name.den tt suits her.she sux.arrogant haolianer act pretty innocent sweet.wen i c her i wana vomit.did 2 para of ss hw today.the 1st piece of ss hw onli.ya sux.im lazy.bud tt's good.dun need to b too hardworkin.wil b wearing high pants small long sleeve shirts n high socks if i study too damn much.
Wanted to type smthn initially bud nvm.bud wil always rmb it in my head.the one tt i least expect to b so concerned bout me actuali iz the one i once disliked so much.bud of course,now i hav a diff view of her.the one i expected most to help me, to console me wen i needed dem, iz now a poser a useless person a boot-licker a self-centered etc.a person hu doesnt noe how to use words n doesnt noe the right time to do thng.he/she doesnt noe wad he/she is tokin bout n dun care bout the feelings of others wen he/she speaks.THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.hate you.reli hate you.
My sister gives me hell.does she noe manners at all?cry all yu want.den lie on ur bed.turn ur body n face ur back to me.i left n ur stil in tt position.slpin.tryin to frgt everythn.n nt learn ur mistake.ur again tt selfish.ill-mannered.please...stop acting in front of others.be yourself.can you.you cant i noe.yu neva listen.yu pretend.yu freak.can i slap you.yes.i wan to.slap all your memories away.give you new ones.the good ones.n ur new self wil b born.together wif ur manners.n selflessness.honesty.etc.
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