Saturday, November 20, 2004
oh man.my leg's super itchy and those bumps or lumps?! are stil dere.how disgustin and irritatin.and since ytd was so cold,the thngs grew bigger.omg.iyah.i had lik since few months ago?!siao.
rite.
today..
the day passed so fast.i woke up ate n lazed.It was time to bathe.den dinner to celebrate sister's bd in advance.omg..i reli couldnt stan her 2dae.found her super sucky k.actualli it's always.i duno how she got thz stupid attitude and kept tinkin if dere's anythn to do wif our family.sure there is.bud wad.even my mumi told me she could stan my sister.wad got into her.she's juz so crazy and stupid.fussy which is y she's super skinny.lik skeleton.my mumi agrees.bud sister dun.she's stubborn.seriously.she makes smthn out of nothn,which is y i DISLIKE her.that's the main reason.n she's rude.even to parents.wad kinda daughter is thz.luckily im lik stronger den her.juz pushed her today.almost fell.that's bcoz she juz stormed passed me wen i was lik tokin to her.kinda scoldin la.it all started wif some stupid clothes.C?she made smthn out of a small thng..AGAIN.which is simply...??...of course irritatin.
bud
i would not wan to change sister of course.neva thought of tt too.im happy for hu she is.the ill-mannered girl.i wun dare to bring her out again.wen my frenz are dere.she wil bcme thz shy and quiet girl hu complains to me behind their backs.She's juz so...hidden.in her own world.small kiddy world.childish her.idiot her.stupid me.ya.mayb wrong way of teachin.onli can tink of socldin n beatin her.mumi beat her today.she deserves it.mumi's voice...woah.super loud.hah.was in my room wen bOOM!!i was so scared...haha.bud continued listenin to perfect ten.
argh.all started bcoz of my sister.
bud i wanted her last time.
so it's my fault.bud it's such a blessing tt we got her.mumi's darling.papa's baby.my beautiful arrogant self praise sister.wad to do?she sux.i told her b4.
bud i wun allow anyone to tok bad bout her or even bully her.if dey do.juz by sayin a bad word bout her.the person's gona die manz.juz by dayin tt,i imagined myself kickin tt person n he or she flew away.how childish of me.nt as childish as my sister?!
argh.
2mr goin aunty's hse.i hate it.i wana study.haven touch my hw yet.oh mAN!im dead..yes im dead!it's too late.those hu tink ur stil nt late.tt there are stil lotsa time left..ur veri wrong man..the Os are next yr.veri soon.good luck
disgusted
nitenite
frm
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rampage and terror;
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