Monday, November 22, 2004
i made a mistake today.shit me.stupid me.crazy me.i muz b mad.argh wadeva la.y m i so bothered by tt?onli i noe.it's so rubbish.i shldnt care bout tt.tt was juz so stupid.a part of my life.i muz b super siao.bud juz cant stan it.wana ged it over.outa my mind.i hate it wen i hav tt feelin.it's such a horrible horrible disgustin feeeeeelin..argh.
had 'im gifted so are yu' programme today.too bad din last whole day.gona miss it.learnt lotsa thngs.hopefully.nono.i muz study harder frm now on.n change the way i am.my attitude towards life n studies.bud 1 thng i cant change easily iz my changin in state.lik omg.one time i can b lik woah.feelin super awake.den next time...i mean a while later,super slpy.n juz end up slpin somewhere.could b the pool.or juz outside.stupid.hate myself.bud im gona change tt.oh man.yes i am.gary our coach or instructor or duno wad,tcher la.was the onli one durin the programme.wa.super sad the other two din come.hmm melvin the dj too?ya.suppose to let us off at 1 30.bud hu noes man..tok til 2 plus.gongz was lik manz..iyah.haha.bud dun mind him tokin.funi.can laugh.especially the gay fren.He calls him 'it'.duno girl or boy la.super disgustin.father caught gay wif another guy in bed.eeew.naked?i duno.hoo.n the couple thng bout hu's wearin the pants.i lik the one which the guy's standin lik a tree and the girl hookin on to it or him.hoo.funi thng iz wen he did the action.shld shorten my entry ah.next time type one para enuf.manz.
k la.gongz n i rushed to busstop.woah.hah.toked bout her gongz on the way dere.super funi.laughed lik shit.oh yea pamela!u ah!anyhow touch or punch pple's thngs!it's yu!dun deny!everyone agreed.hah!oh so tok tok tok til met dem.oh yea.tok so long stil haven say hu.Hotel gathrin.nat camp.er.woo!serena wore skirt wor!wached taxi.oh man.bud stil prefer the incredibles la.wa rawkz lik shit manz.piece of shit ah.den hmm.jumbo hotdog.nli ate hotdog.bread sux.i hate bread.erm.amanda left.went er.eh?no.hu came?wei rong ba.treat us starbucks.super full.er.fizz left.den pool.wore smthn silly.lik shit again.ma lu.er took neoprints.john little.hme.eh argh.duno if i got tt in sequence.er.cant reli rmb.too slpy?!
came hme bathe woo ate.dere's almond!bud somehow..haiz.kinda dislike almond liao.used to love it lik mad.super sad.eh xiany.bout the programme rite.sori.din copy anythn?hmm nothn to copy!tel yu wen yu come back.if i cn rmb.pray k.enjoy urself dere.stupid girl.super jealous.tried the matchin thng wif gongz on serena.hmm cant.guess she duno wad we were doin ba.manz.looked dumb.
sang hapi bd song to sister.din buy bd card for her manz!feel lik slappin myself.love her so much.im so selfish.frgt bout it.2mr's her bd!or rather..today la.slpy.k.hmm.feet stil itchy.hands too.stupid bumps.go away la.come to my body for wad...wed gona ged 40 dollars!woohoo.rite.done.jack0jack frm incredibles rawkz!i got the bottle!!the ne bought frm cinemas de?!ya.together wif the hotdog.gongz gave me!weeee.k.
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