Tuesday, November 09, 2004
haven been blogging for the past few daes.ohwells.signed up fo this wokshop called " i am gifted, so are you" by adam khoo.many shld know this person lars.well the workshop was not bad.and todae was one of the most enriching dae of my life i believe.
many fo us faced setbacks and failures in life.well we students faced failure in achiving results that we desired and blah.and we felt lousy abt ourself and start to feel depressed.ya? and when we faced setbacks a few at a time, we always sae tt is not our fault that we failed.we always sae tt" there is too much to study, the teachers are lousy, thee is the TV to distract me, my brother/sister keep disturbing me, i haf no interest in studying and blah."we give EXCUSES. not to others but to ourself.agree? and people who give excuses to themseves in life prevents them fron achiving wat they want, which we call failure.everybody wants to be a winner/champion.nothing will stop them except themselves. and when we give excuses to ourself, we find ourselvs falling and falling again.and we start to haf the thinking that it is impossble for urself to be a champion.or rather haf low self esteem.but hey adam said something to all the girls in the AV and wt g=he said really woke me up.ALL OF US were champions.and this is how it goes.[it may sound a bit R(A) but is quite logical lahs-------------------------when the sperm enter the virgina, it will swim towards the egg.there are at least 200 million sperms that will enter the virgina.and as the saying goes" onli the strongest will survive". and it applies too.onli the strongest sperm will manage to fertilise the egg.rite? on the journey to the egg, some sperms will die, go in the wrong direction or meet with wateva tragedy.and onli the strongest one will successfully fertilised the egg.and the wineer is YOU.the one who is reading this now.u haf managed to be the strongest to survived.ask urself this question.one dae a girl had a quarrel with her parents and she got so angry that she ran out of the house. lets sae she haf this sibling of hers who love her veri deeply.this bro/sis ran after her out of the house.this girl ran out of the house and onto the road.then suddenly there was a ar charging at her.this bro/sis quickly ran across the road to push the girl aside.but in the process this bro/sis got hit by the car and died on the spot.if u are the girl will u live ur life to the fullest so that u make this bro/sis death more worthwhile?wat if this girl was ungrateful wat will u feel? u feel like boxing or kicking this person rite?and this girl that u wanna kick and punch is u.there are 2 million lives fighting with u to arrive into this world.and when u [sperm]fertilise the egg, the remainding 2 million lives sacrificed their lives so that they can give u a chance to live.this time is not jus one life is 2 MILLION LIVES gone jus for u.and if 2 million lives were sacrificed for ur living and u didnt live ur life to he fullest and u haf been living like a total loser the u shld really go and kill urself.
wen the egg is fertilised,it will move to the womb where the baby will start to develop.and the 9 months that our mom carried us was not an easy ime and task for them.i finally realize that our mom is realli the best human being in the whole universe.the pain that they go through cannot be describe at all.it is so terribly*1000 pain. ladies if u are reading this, the pains our mom experience is like 20 times our memsual cramps. can u imagine that? is like so scary.and the checkups they go when they visit the doctor is painful too.if u wanna know what they doctors do ask ur mom.if u wanna ask me, can.haaz.jus tag. and when u haf the knowledge of the birthing process and stuffs u will find that it is realli incredible and amazing that our moms managed to give birth to us. and ppl who find their moms nag o lot at them jus bear wif it. is not that they wanna nag too.is jus that they loved us so much they want the best for us.thats why they nag at us to study properly so that when they leave somedae thay leave with a piece of mind that we are able to provide for ourselves.our moms and dads will not stay by our for all our lives.and if we dun cherish them now and and wait till they leave, then this we realli fail as their child.
and when adam did this exercise with everybody, most of ur cried.me too ya.is hard to cntrol ur tears at that point of time.at first not much ppl cry lahs. but when adam switched off the lights and did another experiment using our imagination, i could hear ppl crying.all around me, all around the AV.and it realli made me realized that i haf been a terrible daughther and a total loser for the past fifteen years.and if u dun want ur parents to nag, study hard and show them the results.the dae u get good resultd will be the dae they stop nagging.cos they know that u can study propery and earn ur own living.
actually i got loads more to write.but is pretty late now.i am so tired ok. my eyes hurt after the workshop.i wanna go sleep now.i will tell more tomorrow ok? maybe also write the letter i wrote to myself.byebye
rampage and terror;
11:44 PM
