Friday, October 15, 2004
oh.so long never update.woman also lazy to come and update.hai.hmm now is marking day.nthg much to do at home also.trying to save some $$$ so never go out loh.oh but went for facial yesterdae.heex.did smthg tt i thot i would never dare to do.well shows i am couragerous*ppl throw rotten eggs*hahaz.but aniway at least i wont regret not doing it.good luck to all the ppl sitting for O's tis year.hmmm.i will try to link ppl hor.erm cos still haven learn.=))and add songs too.hmmm.
the world is full of ups and downs.life is like a train going through a tunnel.in a tunnel it is always dark and onli darkness.jus like life when u are feeling down.but remember.the tunnel is not never ending.it will slowly reach an opening where u will see light once again .certain things happen when u dun expect it to.in life u will lose things and u will get to keep some other things.sometimes wat u want may not end up as yours but instead as others.and all u can do is to see and not to take.life is short.may seems like a long way when young.but now not animore.as ppl grow.u learn to cherish the ppl and things u have.and to live to regret some of ur past doings. u regret u didnt cherish ur kins around u, regret not making full use of ur chances, regret not making the correct decisions, regret wasting ur time, regret not studying so much so tt u can and give ur parents a better life and also one for urself too.and regret not telling the person u love "i love you".ppl tend to regret this regret tt when time is running out in their life. have they realise this earlier, maybe things wouldnt turn out to be like this.maybe things will turn out better than the present.and maybe will even turn out the way we want it to be.yes.the world is selfish.bt tt dosnt mean tt u haf to include selfishness as part of ur personality and character.ppl may seem as they are.but u never know wat is hiding beneath their skins.and wat is beneath is up to u to find out and how much u can find out."never judge a book by its cover".even in relationships.the other party may tell u how much he/she loves u and will never want to let u go.but u never know whether he/she is telling wat is realli within his/her heart.if u realli love a person, dun be afraid to express ur feelings for he/she.u never know if u never try.in this lifetime u can only love one person.and this person will stand beside u all the time and spend the rest of ur life wth u.and how will u find tt person?with ur heart.and if u dun express ur feelings for the person, u will live to regret it for the rest of ur life.
different ppl have different lives to live.many ppl will cross ur path.but is onli tt we nevert take the chance to go and notice tt person.if u take note of everi person tt crosses u path, u will soon know the whole world.we were born into this family of our own.u may like it, u may not.but wateva it is love them while u can.there are millions of ppl in the world and millions of animals and creatures and living organisms in this world.u can onli haf this family in this life time.it will be a 0.00000000000000000000000001% to be recarnated into the same family and haf back the same sliblings parents, and everything. so cherish wateva u haf and everything tt is within ur grasp.live life to the fullest and not give up because of any setbacks.and u will never live with any regrets.
so does tt sound pretty erm.... sheng1?hahaz. wellz.enjoy.
ugly woman2/wormy/leader heng/the mother
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