Wednesday, October 20, 2004
harlow.now in sch library using the sch com.heex.no teacher or lesson.hai.got back all the exams paper liao.not good.results are totally demoralizing sia.no source of achievement at all.maybe onli for chinese lars.but still not good.go home surely get grilled by my mum.*R.I.P*.hai.ohwells.think better buck up soon la.and join more tuition class.looks like gotta end up studying during the holidays instead of slacking arnd.pray hard tt i dun haf to sit for the dunno-wat test after the holidays.was reading this storie.take a look if u wanna.
Dear Diary,
They told me that I was the ugliest thing they'deverseen, and i started to cry.I went home and Jake called me.I thought the day would get better.But he told me that long distance relationshipsdont work out.He lived in California, and I moved to Michigan.Then I told him I loved him and that I missedhim.He told me that the only reason he ever wentoutwith me was becauseI was a joke, and he was dared to.Then he dumped me.We were going out for two and a half years!
November 9,1999
Today got a little better.I miss jake so much you dont even knowdiary!!!!But he even changed his number so I wouldn'tcallhim.But the most hottest guy at school asked me tothe dance!And those prissy girls that said im ugly let mehang out with themat lunch today.It was cool!!November 10,1999I'm crying right now... turns out that hot guy wasajerk at thedance hepoured his punch on me, and those girls rippedmy dress and everyonestartedlaughing.Then my grandma told me today that mom anddad got in a little caraccidenttoday at work .They're in critical condition, they might die.I can't write anymore.
November 11, 1999
Todays a saturday... but me and grandma wereatthe hospital allnight long.Dad died this morning.Mom is going to live, but she's crippled for herlife.I wanna die too. while we were at the hospitalgrandma found outthat she hadcancer in her stomach.She has to go on chemo- therapy .I cant believe daddy died.I'm crying more then I have my whole life .I'm in shock.I cant write...I'm too tired.I need sleep.
November 12
Daddy is not dead!He can't be!Its all a dream.My life is perfect.Jake still loves me.I can barely write.I'm crying too much.I wanna die.Take me.Bye...
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*One day later, Lisa was found dead in herbasement.She had hung herself with a yellow rope.I am her mother.My name is Maranda Gonzalez.The reason I wrote this e-mail to all of you, isbecause no one else deserveswhat my daughter had.Please remember that everyone needs love.Everyone needs a hug everyday.No one should be made fun of, or insulted.No one deserves to die like Lisa did.All of you please dont be the popular prissy girlsthat put otherpeople down to make themselves feel better!
sounds sad la.quite depressing actually.hehx.ohwells.enjoy.will try to blog again soon.(=
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